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In 2007, I began my original website, Sonshine's Haven. In 2007, it was turned into a blog and used to keep family updated on my first husband's fight with liver cancer. He passed away November of 2009. We were married for 34+ wonderful years and this journals some of that grief process I've gone through.

I have since remarried another widower, but Mike is missed dearly, and will always be a big part of my life.

At times, all of us will be called to act as witnesses to the suffering of another. We will be unable to affect the outcome physically. Words will fail us. Prayer will seem futile. And yet, the act of bearing witness to someone else's trials is a sacred sorrow that offers and astounding glimpse of eternal joy." by Ginger Garrett

"Being willing to stay with a loved one throughout their travail, can be difficult....YES! But offering yourselves as faithful companions on a dark and dreadful journey can be an unmeasured blessing." (paraphrased by me)

5.08.2009

Everything went smoothly today in LR with Mike getting stitched back up again. He was told this happens often with patients in his situation, so not to be overly concerned. She said that the tube had pulled out about a 1/2 inch, but shouldn't be any problem working. We are to let them know if we have any further trouble.

I know this may come across odd...but it was so wonderful going to Higginbotham Center today, and having Mike sitting in the waiting room WITH me. We had to wait over an hour to be seen, but they took him back briefly, when they were ready, and he was out of there in no time. I have had too many negative experiences at that place since Mike's cancer returned. For a brief moment I could pretend that life was "normal" again. I was joking with him about it being the first time he rode down the elevator standing. Usually they roll him out of that building, to the car, in a wheelchair.

This evening Mike began running a little temperature, but it has come back down again to normal. He has also been feeling a little more fatigued today. We think it is probably the chemo treatments beginning to affect him. I pray his counts will be good on Tuesday and that we can keep him protected from any viruses or infections.

I praise God for keeping His hand on Mike, and your prayers and support have been such a blessing! Thank you.

"Holding the heart of another in the comforting hands of prayer is a priceless act of love."--Janet L. Weaver

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