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In 2007, I began my original website, Sonshine's Haven. In 2007, it was turned into a blog and used to keep family updated on my first husband's fight with liver cancer. He passed away November of 2009. We were married for 34+ wonderful years and this journals some of that grief process I've gone through.

I have since remarried another widower, but Mike is missed dearly, and will always be a big part of my life.

At times, all of us will be called to act as witnesses to the suffering of another. We will be unable to affect the outcome physically. Words will fail us. Prayer will seem futile. And yet, the act of bearing witness to someone else's trials is a sacred sorrow that offers and astounding glimpse of eternal joy." by Ginger Garrett

"Being willing to stay with a loved one throughout their travail, can be difficult....YES! But offering yourselves as faithful companions on a dark and dreadful journey can be an unmeasured blessing." (paraphrased by me)

8.30.2011


Some days just seem to feel like this!
Ever have a day like this?

8.29.2011

Blessed to have this man as my husband for 35 years. 
"It's not how many breaths or days we had together, 
but how many moments that took our breaths away!"
Happy Anniversary, Mike!

8.18.2011

8.17.2011

8.16.2011

8.15.2011

"Nothing is so strong as gentleness, and nothing is so gentle as true strength."    Ralph Sockman




8.14.2011

If I can throw a single ray of light, Across the darkened pathway of another;

If I can aid some soul to clearer sight Of light and duty and thus bless my brother;

If I can wipe from any human cheek a tear I shall not have, then, lived in vain while here.

If I can guide some erring to truth Inspire within his heart a sense of duty;

If I can plant within the soul of a rosy plant A sense of light, a love of truth and beauty;

If I can teach one man that God and Heaven are near; I shall not have, then, lived in vain while here.

If from my mind I can banish doubt and fear And keep my life attuned to truth, love and kindness;

If I can scatter light and hope and cheer And help and remove the curse of mental blindness;

If I can make joy more, more hope, less pain I shall not have, lived in vain while here.

If by life’s road side I can plant a tree Beneath whose shade some wearied head may rest

Though I may never share its shade or see Its beauty I shall yet be truly blessed

Though no one knows my name.

8.06.2011

Home from the hospital and doing better.  Thank you for your prayers.

8.04.2011

Hospital -Round 2

Was admitted back into the hospital for severe dehyration. I will just leave it as a very rough day. Don't really know how I got it. Don't really want to blame any dining places. It could have easily been a mistake on my part. I take immune-suppressant medications and could be how I picked it up. All that matters is recovering from it. They have removed me from most of my medications to help with my other conditions..so that's been a bit of a challenge,but I am making progress little by little. I'll be in here for a few more days and would appreciate your prayers!

8.01.2011

Diagnosis

The doctor called me this morning with results from my lab work.  I have Salmonella poisoning.  They have put me on antibiotics for 10 days. This should do the trick!