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In 2007, I began my original website, Sonshine's Haven. In 2007, it was turned into a blog and used to keep family updated on my first husband's fight with liver cancer. He passed away November of 2009. We were married for 34+ wonderful years and this journals some of that grief process I've gone through.
I have since remarried another widower, but Mike is missed dearly, and will always be a big part of my life.
At times, all of us will be called to act as witnesses to the suffering of another. We will be unable to affect the outcome physically. Words will fail us. Prayer will seem futile. And yet, the act of bearing witness to someone else's trials is a sacred sorrow that offers and astounding glimpse of eternal joy." by Ginger Garrett
"Being willing to stay with a loved one throughout their travail, can be difficult....YES! But offering yourselves as faithful companions on a dark and dreadful journey can be an unmeasured blessing." (paraphrased by me)
8.01.2009
I've noticed Mike is pretty much taking his highest dosage of pain medication, as timely as possible now. His neuropathy pain is minimal, now that he is on the Lyrica, but the right drain is incredibly uncomfortable for him now. He's also developing sores from where his body is sitting, or lying down, now. It is pretty much skin to bone in those areas.
Mike and I are wondering what the plan will be for Monday for the thoracentesis....whether it will be one lung, or both. At one point today Mike thought the oxygen was helping to possibly dry out his lungs. He felt the crackling, when he was breathing, was less. It was hard for me to tell a difference. I think Mike wishes he didn't need to have this procedure done. It's somewhat uncomfortable for him, and I think the bad experience he had once before, is always in the back of his mind.
As always, we covet your prayers. We are so grateful to hear how so many of you care about what is happening with us. Thank you for not giving up on us...for continuing to trust God with us, for divine healing. Hope, love and prayers is what is keeping us going.
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