Pages
In 2007, I began my original website, Sonshine's Haven. In 2007, it was turned into a blog and used to keep family updated on my first husband's fight with liver cancer. He passed away November of 2009. We were married for 34+ wonderful years and this journals some of that grief process I've gone through.
I have since remarried another widower, but Mike is missed dearly, and will always be a big part of my life.
At times, all of us will be called to act as witnesses to the suffering of another. We will be unable to affect the outcome physically. Words will fail us. Prayer will seem futile. And yet, the act of bearing witness to someone else's trials is a sacred sorrow that offers and astounding glimpse of eternal joy." by Ginger Garrett
"Being willing to stay with a loved one throughout their travail, can be difficult....YES! But offering yourselves as faithful companions on a dark and dreadful journey can be an unmeasured blessing." (paraphrased by me)
8.27.2009
When I came home at lunch, Mike seemed out of it. I had a difficult time waking him up, and when I did, he just looked like he was staring right through me. It was hard to leave him at lunch to go back to work. The anxiety of not knowing what is going on with him, gets to me. So I asked Amber to drive over to check on him.
He did better this evening, but at 7, decided to head on to bed. Earlier today I had him call the oncology nurse and explain what he's experiencing. There was talk of tweaking his medications, and possibly draining his abdomen next week.
It's alarming me how fragile things seem to be right now for Mike. I appreciate your continued prayers. On Saturday, we will be celebrating our 34th wedding anniversary.
No comments:
Post a Comment