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In 2007, I began my original website, Sonshine's Haven. In 2007, it was turned into a blog and used to keep family updated on my first husband's fight with liver cancer. He passed away November of 2009. We were married for 34+ wonderful years and this journals some of that grief process I've gone through.
I have since remarried another widower, but Mike is missed dearly, and will always be a big part of my life.
At times, all of us will be called to act as witnesses to the suffering of another. We will be unable to affect the outcome physically. Words will fail us. Prayer will seem futile. And yet, the act of bearing witness to someone else's trials is a sacred sorrow that offers and astounding glimpse of eternal joy." by Ginger Garrett
"Being willing to stay with a loved one throughout their travail, can be difficult....YES! But offering yourselves as faithful companions on a dark and dreadful journey can be an unmeasured blessing." (paraphrased by me)
2.15.2011
Ahead of me today....two doctor appointments. Just trying to hold on to what little bit of sanity I have left! I feel like I'm going to jump outside of my skin. Be still, my racing heart.
I rediscovered a cassette tape yesterday, of boxes I cleaned out of the attic. It was of Amber and I singing together a few years back. We had a lot of fun with that Karaoke machine back then. Listening to her sing was calming. Me on the other hand....:) As I kept listening, I reached a part where we must have become tickled over something, and couldn't get it together. We would begin...and just kept cracking up. Such fun to listen to and just the medicine I needed this week!
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