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In 2007, I began my original website, Sonshine's Haven. In 2007, it was turned into a blog and used to keep family updated on my first husband's fight with liver cancer. He passed away November of 2009. We were married for 34+ wonderful years and this journals some of that grief process I've gone through.

I have since remarried another widower, but Mike is missed dearly, and will always be a big part of my life.

At times, all of us will be called to act as witnesses to the suffering of another. We will be unable to affect the outcome physically. Words will fail us. Prayer will seem futile. And yet, the act of bearing witness to someone else's trials is a sacred sorrow that offers and astounding glimpse of eternal joy." by Ginger Garrett

"Being willing to stay with a loved one throughout their travail, can be difficult....YES! But offering yourselves as faithful companions on a dark and dreadful journey can be an unmeasured blessing." (paraphrased by me)

2.29.2008

Reflection

I came across something this morning from Mart De Haan which spoke to my heart.

"My guess is that many of us have seen the same thing. Looking back, our Father in heaven has given us enough daily provisions to show his faithfulness, enough dramatic answers to our prayers to show his ability to respond– and enough “silence” to test our trust.
We’re probably also learning together that God cannot be intimidated or manipulated. He doesn’t seem to be afraid of our anger or overcome by our tears. And maybe even more importantly, he is never as silent as we may think. Even when when we are tempted to think that he must have a heart of stone… he is saying, “Be still and know that I am God” (Ps 46:10).
And when we wonder, “what’s the use”, the one who died for us, urges us always to pray– and not to faint (Luke 18:1).
I’m thinking that our Father may be more honored by our willingness to wait on him, than by our momentary delight with his answers…"
Mike is doing well this morning, with the exception of being a little jittery from the steroids they gave him yesterday during his chemo treatment. He seems to have a little more trouble resting the first night after treatment, and that was certainly true for him trying to fall asleep last night, as well as staying asleep this morning. We are praying this coming weekend will go smoothly, as it was his 2nd treatment last fall, that he had trouble with his heart on the 3rd to 4th day.

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