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In 2007, I began my original website, Sonshine's Haven. In 2007, it was turned into a blog and used to keep family updated on my first husband's fight with liver cancer. He passed away November of 2009. We were married for 34+ wonderful years and this journals some of that grief process I've gone through.
I have since remarried another widower, but Mike is missed dearly, and will always be a big part of my life.
At times, all of us will be called to act as witnesses to the suffering of another. We will be unable to affect the outcome physically. Words will fail us. Prayer will seem futile. And yet, the act of bearing witness to someone else's trials is a sacred sorrow that offers and astounding glimpse of eternal joy." by Ginger Garrett
"Being willing to stay with a loved one throughout their travail, can be difficult....YES! But offering yourselves as faithful companions on a dark and dreadful journey can be an unmeasured blessing." (paraphrased by me)
5.01.2009
I posted about this problem yesterday. As we continue peeling away layers of this problem, we now have learned I can't even get my medications to be covered under new insurance for twelve months. Thankfully, Mike had stocked piled enough of my prescriptions to get me through the summer. But, as I was trying to figure out what I could maybe drop, against what we might be able to purchase at generic rates, I was overwhelmed to learn a 30 day supply of my prescriptions, would still be costly. So this nightmare isn't going away. It has us rethinking the "high risk" insurance program today, for me too, if I can qualify.
Some times when I'm having a pity party, I question God about why so many trials have come our direction....seemingly all at once. But, truth be known, God has taught us so many lessons throughout all of this. So much good has come even with the bad. Our faithful, loving, heavenly Father, has never left our side...even on the worst day. We have seen the tremendously big hearts of our family and friends. When we have hurt, they have hurt too. When we had something to celebrate, they were the first to leap to their feet. When the only language we've been able to speak at times, was shedding tears; they spoke back with a huge hug and reassuring smile. When they said "Friends Forever", they truly meant it.
I'm so grateful for all of you. For the roles each of you are playing in our life. If only you could see the beautiful story you are helping to write, you might get the glimpse of the blessing you have been to Mike and I. We love you all.
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