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In 2007, I began my original website, Sonshine's Haven. In 2007, it was turned into a blog and used to keep family updated on my first husband's fight with liver cancer. He passed away November of 2009. We were married for 34+ wonderful years and this journals some of that grief process I've gone through.
I have since remarried another widower, but Mike is missed dearly, and will always be a big part of my life.
At times, all of us will be called to act as witnesses to the suffering of another. We will be unable to affect the outcome physically. Words will fail us. Prayer will seem futile. And yet, the act of bearing witness to someone else's trials is a sacred sorrow that offers and astounding glimpse of eternal joy." by Ginger Garrett
"Being willing to stay with a loved one throughout their travail, can be difficult....YES! But offering yourselves as faithful companions on a dark and dreadful journey can be an unmeasured blessing." (paraphrased by me)
11.06.2009
But, Mike is having some difficulty otherwise. We both are.
For Mike, the quality of life he feels he's living right now is weighing on him heavily. Since July, he can do very little for himself anymore. His strength is used up just shifting his body to get more comfortable. Dressing, getting in and out of the car, even walking more than a few feet, takes the breath out of him. He's sad he doesn't have any energy to play with his grandsons. He hasn't been able to drum or work in his workshop. He's realizing the ammonia level in his blood is causing him to not remember blocks of time, conversations, etc., and it's frightening him. He's very down and some moments are incredibly difficult for both of us when he opens up and shares what he's feeling.
Thank you for coming to our Blog and being committed to pray for us. You are a blessing to Mike and I to interceed on our behalf.